Today is my birthday... <3

...Yep. I'm 15 now, woo~

Hm... I'm surprised I'm at this age already XD I mean, I'll be driving soon (or at least, LEARNING to drive), so... Eh, I don't know, it just still surprises me a bit.

I would probably list the things I got, but my mom decided to take an extra shift today at work and won't be back until around 7 tonight, so I haven't gotten anything except a birthday card. I don't mind that much though, it's a very nice card. ^^

Um... The only other news I have is that I'm having a sleepover with ~supersilverwitt tomorrow Can't wait~

...That's all, I guess. I have nothing more to say XD; Oh, wait, yeah I do- just one more thing |D

It's about my comic. I realized some time ago when I asked for suggestions of parodys for it, that hardly anyone besides ~supersilverwitt really knew much about it So... Basically what I'm wondering is... Does anyone want me to properly explain the plot for Dying Day? Or at least describe the characters somewhat? .w. If I get enough feedback then I'll update this journal or make a new one with the explanation. And if not, well.... I'll still probably explain it anyway for the few that might want to know XD;

:Edit: I found this thing and randomly decided to try it XD

"You are feeling really miserable at this time and you'd like to form a relationship with someone with whom you could really communicate. At the same time, whoever it may be, that special 'someone' must not conflict with your own belief system or ideals. This makes for tough going - but it would seem that the situation is only transitory. It will soon pass.

You are experiencing considerable difficulty trying to achieve your goals. As a consequence of this you are becoming more and more irritable. Your friends and acquaintances are finding it increasingly more difficult to appease or to reason with you. You are the cause of your own problems. Don't be so impulsive. It is your vacillation that can lead to problems and uncertainties. Ease up a little.

It's the old old story - I am misunderstood - my partner (be it in your private life or in business) just doesn't understand me and YOU also believe at this time that you are being completely MISUNDERSTOOD by one and all. It then obviously follows that you naturally feel inhibited and not appreciated. It is perhaps because of this belief that you feel compelled to stand back and let the rest of the world go by. As for developing a firm relationship - inwardly deep down in your subconscious mind you are wary of even trying to get close to another person because you feel that if you open up your heart and feelings you are sure to get hurt. Since you are living in a society where close relationships are the norm, you feel that there is that need to conform, but any close relationships of any magnitude that you may have tried in the past have unfortunately left you without any sense of emotional involvement.

You pretend that you are a carefree individual and that nothing really bothers you - that you are so self-sufficient that whatever problems beset you they simply flow off you as water flows off a ducks back. You are experiencing considerable stress, trying to conceal yourself from the rest of the world. In actual fact - deep down, you are not at all happy. You feel lonely and you need someone with whom you can 'Let your hair down' and share your hopes, dreams and high standards. You are imposing unnecessary self restraint on yourself. You would like to demonstrate the unique quality of your character to all and sundry.

Sometimes one fears that its not worth formulating new ideas and projects because whatever you seem to have done in the past has never worked out and you are tired of, as they say, banging your head against a brick wall. No one seems to care. So now you are trying to get away from it all by withdrawing into a 'fantasy land' but unfortunately 'fantasy land' is just that and sooner or later you will have to return to reality so why delay the inevitable? When you do return, you will find that the situation is not as tough as perhaps you thought it was."

...I'll say this- it was definitely accurate. I do pretend that certain things don't hurt or anger me at all, when deep down they really do. I guess I do that so I can spare the feelings of others, since last time I explained something that really bothered me it seemed to upset the girl I was talking to, and my mom and sometimes other family members say that I never really seem truly happy... And believe it or not, I am secretly a bit afraid of getting close to people since I've had a couple of bad relationships/frindships, especially in the case of one particular girl.... ...I'm rambling, my bad, lol |D Anyway, here's the link. [link]


OK- NOW I'm done |D Have a nice day everyone~